12/20/20
We are approaching the end of one of the most wild and insane years. Full of people with horrible mental health, the ending of friendships, relationships, and being manipulated by the media. As I am writing this, they are currently going through he process of giving out the first corona virus vaccines.
What I have noticed about the media when talking about the vaccine is, whoever is speaking is either 100% for it, or 100% against it. One side of the spectrum are folks who think you’ll just fall over dead if you don’t take it, but… haven’t we’ve already lasted what? Ten months in quarantine? Now you wont be able to enter certain places, buy things, get/keep a job unless you take it?
I understand that this vaccine is most likely to save millions of lives if its effective, but whos in charge here? Are we really going to put our lives in the hands of rich men that profit off of a vaccine that was developed in a year? Most vaccines take 10–15 years to develop, the shortest being the mumps vaccine taking 4 years. But the corona virus has taken over the world, infecting 76,760,893 people, and the numbers changing constantly, we need reassurance. People are already having allergic reactions to it, so why are we immediately looked down upon for being skeptical? I have had COVID myself, and it isn't fun, and the side effects are longer term than its cut out to be. I gave it to my grandmother, and was around my grandfather who just got out of the hospital of sepsis and double pneumonia. Feeling as though you carry death on your shoulder for your own loved ones is terrifying in itself, but I’ve been given no reason to trust this vaccine, or its process.
In my bible time the spirit has really revealed to me that some things going on right now just aren’t okay, or normal. My own family has experienced this too. My grandfather spoke only a few days ago about how he saw this information from a doctor in Italy stating that the Corona virus vaccination is being made to weaken immune systems and wipe out the population. I mean, think about it.. It doesn't seem too crazy when you think about how everything is actually going down, and what were being fed by our local news channels. Don’t worry, it gets even more strange from there. This information was deleted within 24 hours of being on the internet. Yes. It happens all the time, especially with spreading information on the internet. But it is so ironic that this DOCTOR from another country, being translated into English, completely vanished from the web.
Okay this is really weird. Its the next day now. I didn’t get to finish what I was writing because right after my last sentence my neck started burning really bad. I got to my mom and there are three red scratch marks on my neck. I wish I was kidding. We grabbed our bibles and went around to every inch of my house blessing it. It wasn’t really scary it was just so weird.
My mom and my step dad are working on a non profit organization run by former private investigators, cops, and such.
Yesterday, (which would have been today if I got to finish my entrée last night before I was so rudely interrupted), they found one of their runaways. She doesn’t have a very good life. A history of running away, drugs, and dating as well as having a sexual relationship with a grown man. So it is pretty deep stuff, and she was in our home only a few hours before this happened. Their job is to work with a lot of troubled kids that only God really knows what they could be into. It was just scary to think how much negative energy I ended up being around yesterday.
Anyways I am going to go start todays journal. I love you, Jesus loves you, stay safe.
